disappointing.

you know, i'm the first one to admit that i don't necessarily like my job. it's a means to the end so to speak. however, i don't let this ever effect my performance, the quality of the work i produce. i'm working on a project here involving a person who has checked out and doesn't care who he drags down with him...someone i consider a friend. he is my level in title but he is doing work that an entry level scientist would be reprimanded for...yet for some reason he gets the benefit of the doubt. again, i am powerless to produce change so i just have to try to learn from this. the lesson... don't let fuck ups get you down.

another day, another run. the ice is wearing me down mentally but the legs feel good. it looks like a warm up is on the way...i even saw mid fifties by next week which is twice as warm as it is getting these days. add that with 'spring ahead' on sunday and we're solid. must...make it....to....the........weekend.

happy wednesday.