a funk.

i'm in a funk. i am in a place right now where i don't like my job - i work hard and do a good job. i hold my direct reports to high standards and help them with their career development; however, i don't really feel like those above me do the same for me. i've made this place a lot of money over the past 8+ years - first in the lab cranking very complex methods out rapidly and accurately and now, as i have transitioned into management, i have increased my group's productivity and continually lead the department in profitability. my clients love me. i work well with colleagues within and outside my department. yet, i no longer derive satisfaction from this place. i've maxed out and with tighter and tighter restrictions on promotions, etc., the prospects to move into a more challenging position are waning.

what does that mean? well, i guess i should find a new job. the problem is, i have no idea what would make me happier. i wish i could be half as happy on the career front as i am on the family front.

oh well, i guess i should be happy i have a job at all.

happy friday.