here we go again

you know, i felt like i had been doing ok with the the 'holiday blues' that usually kick in this time of year. we have stayed ahead of all the stupid things we do this time of year (gifts, cards, decorating, etc.). we haven't been watching a whole lot of tv so we're not burnt out on christmas from being immersed in ads. and, we made travel plans that were relatively comfortable for us and made everyone happy. well, check that. as we rapidly approach we are getting push back from both sides regarding the things we are doing. not getting here early enough, not staying long enough, not seeing enough people. why does it have to be this way? i love my family and i love robin's family but when this stuff starts happening i'd rather stay home.

i understand that it isn't for bad reasons that everyone wants us to do everything. what i don't understand is why the people who care about us the most seem so intent on grinding us down to the smallest nub possible.

sorry, i guess i just needed to vent a little.

no workout last night as we were able to spend a nice evening with my sis/brother in law. it makes me very happy when they are able to visit and we can get some of their time to ourselves. plus, morten takes some pressure off of me to play calvin's favorite game (it is called tumble tackle time)!

happy tuesday.