cha-cha-cha-choxie.

so, the team is going to be different next year. change is inevitable but sometimes you forget that. i'm sad about it but in a way i'm excited. if the remnants will allow it, i am going to try to take the reigns and keep this thing going. i'm not interested in switching to a another team, the road offers no satisfaction for me. i understand why people are leaving, but those reasons are not what motivate me.

i am an age group cyclist/athlete. that is just how it is. i'm not ever going to be a professional. the past few seasons i guess i've had that in the back of my mind as a goal, but that is unrealistic. this isn't to say that i don't want to do well, it is just that certain other things are more important that getting a semi-pro card or getting that cat 2. when i moved to expert a few years back, a mental switch happened in my head. that is when i stopped having fun. it took me a year away to realize that. but now i'm straight and ready to have some fun (and if the results come with that, all the better).

sorry to those readers who are saying 'jeez that entry is cryptic.' it is because of circumstance, but i had to get some thoughts off my chest.

i hope everyone has a great tuesday.